Today is the 18th March 2009 . 

I have no idea why i'm so vexed up . This is so far the most difficult decision i've ever come across . 

I felt lost . As if even all the people in the world were to talk to me, i'm still alone . And that includes you . 

I'm crying non-stop inside, and sheding tears at night outside . 

Whoever you are, you could read my blog, but don't come to me asking me what happen . Like i said, if i want you to know, i'll tell you even before i blog it . So, please . . . read and keep your mouth shut, or you could just stop reading and know no more . 

我电脑里的信，是为你而写的。